December 2009
1 post
If only..
i were a religious blogger.
there are so many gaping holes.
but right now all i have to say is..
I hate your freakin guts.
July 2009
3 posts
last night was perfect
You’re my best friend.
I'm not quite sure
what it is about you. I felt completely heart broken, even though i knew this was all for the best. and i pushed you into doing it..right then. I do love you, and always will. You have come back to me. I’m so glad you have. It’s like old times. :) I stick up for you like i used to, though everyone thinks i should be totally crushed by our seperation, i tell them. We didn’t...
Dear Mandy,
You were pretty dumb to believe him. Because he’s obviously not living up to his promises. Don’t wait around for him to come back to being your best friend. HE can crawl back to you. If he really is the great guy you think he is.. he’ll come around. But for now.. IGNORE HIM.
love,
Mandy
June 2009
4 posts
trouble in paradise?
i think so :/
i'm setting myself up..
for heartbreak.
August is coming too soon.
Hello there
I couldn’t be happier :)
i no longer have
a roommate.
what kind of person..does that?
REALLY.
May 2009
12 posts
sometimes
i wonder..
what the crap did i do wrong?
i miss
my freakin boyfriend.
miss him miss him miss him.
i have not
spoken to my boyfriend ONE time today, not once.
he needs a new phone.
he makes me feel
like something special.
August, please never come.
hey god
please get rid of this nasty sore. it makes me want to hide out in my room for ever.
and not want to kiss boyfriend. :(
please get rid of it.
:)
PLEASE
Amen
i wish
he wouldn’t act this way.
Clarity would be nice.
i love
my boyfriend.
basically
i have no friends. The friends i do have are absolute crap. i can’t believe i’ve been friends with them for so long. One inparticular is the most self centered person i know. She is not a true friend.
All i have is bfriend, what happens if i lose him?
“why can’t i breathe whenever i think about you, why can’t i speak...”
why
can’t i just stay up. why can’t i be positive. Life could be so good right now. But all i’m thinking about is the future. Leaving you. You have so much going for you. Football AND music scholarship to Mizzou. You’re gonna live your dream. Sure, i’m getting the opportunity to do the same, it’s just coming a lot harder for me. I’m having to work 239058X...
...
i can’t explain how i’m feeling right now. A mixture of pure excitement, and total depression. I am so happy with life right now, did you get that..right now. Between now and August things are going to get rough. i don’t know how to fix it. I am crazy about this nice fella. Things could not be better. I am going to spend an amazing summer with him. Man, he’s fantastic. But,...
April 2009
7 posts
Kara
Lynn Chadd
Is a baaaad influence.
hahaha
:)
Last night, was the most amazing night..ever. It was perfect in every way. I learned to roller blade :) hahahah (funny i knoww!) i wiped out plenty of times, Thanks Meyer. But, i had the most amazing time. We had the perfect group of friends with us. It was fantastic. I loved everything about last night. I haven’t felt this good in i don’t even know how long. You are my fave. :)
little hoochies
really annoy me.
But, it’s good you’ve come to find that you are indeed.
a H-O-O-C-H
:)
Baby, they think we're crazy
but, baby.. they don’t see it how i do.
I’m sooo happy with my life.
happy happy happy.
:)
ah, yes.
this site reminds me of the good ole days. The Xanga days. Facebook and Myspace just don’t quite match up. I loved the blogging, the pictures you could post with your day, it’s basically an online journal. I feel like a complete idiot on myspace “blogging my little heart out” for all of the little underage creepers i have on there. They all think they can relate. pffft....
dear world
I am not ashamed to say,
i want him in my life.
March 2009
1 post
