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i can’t explain how i’m feeling right now. A mixture of pure excitement, and total depression. I am so happy with life right now, did you get that..right now. Between now and August things are going to get rough. i don’t know how to fix it. I am crazy about this nice fella. Things could not be better. I am going to spend an amazing summer with him. Man, he’s fantastic. But, come august all of that will change.
